I'm confused

I don't like this feeling. Why does it keep on repeating? Do I really deserve it? I'm very confused right now. I don't know what to do and how to feel. I wish it'll vanished cause I don't want this to grow into something that I'll regret. I know for myself that if this would happen, I'll take the consequences. Surely it will hurt me. Not only me but the persons involve in this. I wish I was numb. What is the right thing to do? I know this is wrong but I can't control it. It was accidental. I didn't expect this to happen. But I'll do my best to forget and control this feeling because I know it's impossible. I made a sin. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. ='(

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Sad Quotes

"How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to."

"Why does it take a minute to say hello and forever to say goodbye?"

"Being strong sometimes means being able to let go."

"A good-bye is never painful unless you’re never going to say hello again."

"Saying goodbye isn’t the hard part, it’s what we leave behind that’s tough."

"You never leave someone behind, you take a part of them with you and leave a part of yourself behind."

"Why are the words goodbye, I’m sorry and I love you, so easily pronounced, but so hard to say?"

Joseph Addison Quotable Quotes

"A contented mind is the greatest blessing a man can enjoy in this world."

"Books are the legacies that a great genius leaves to mankind, which are delivered down from generation to generation as presents to the posterity of those who are yet unborn. "

"One should take good care not to grow too wise for so great a pleasure of life as laughter. "

"Friendships, in general, are suddenly contracted; and therefore it is no wonder they are easily dissolved. "

I'm doing this for them to be proud of me...

Ever since I started to study, my parents were always there for me. In all that I do, they were just behind my back ready to support and guide. By seeing that, I always do my best in all ways that I can. I want them to be proud of me. It’s an achievement when you see them very happy that I’m doing well in my studies. As time passed by, there are many changes that happen. I maybe doing well at my studies but those was not enough to make them happy. When they prepare for me to be dependent on my studies, I was not that good enough to top them all though I’m doing all that I can. I was disappointed at my self from then on. I never believe in myself that I have a lot of potentials because I’m afraid to fail. That’s my biggest problem, conquering my fear in showing what I can and what I have. I’m afraid of the criticism of other people, of what they will say about me. I’m too affected with that. Being judge by others who barely know you based on actions. I always try to be what they expected me to be, but sometimes I fail. And it pulls me down. I thought to myself that I have to change into a matured and better person. I always try and try until I succeed on it. I may not be on top but at least I belong to a section whose students take their studies seriously. Luckily, I graduated as an honor student in my elementary days. It may not be that much, but it’s an achievement for me because I graduated. It matters most. In my high school days, I did my best to be in the first section and cope with my classmates whose very intelligent and very hard working. This time, I reach my goal for being an honor student in my first year. But then, something happened in my second year in high school, not only me but almost 75% of our class got a grade we never expected to have in our entire life. It was the worst event that happens to my high school life. That time, I was very disappointed in myself. I feel like I was carrying the world at my back. I almost break down and feel so pity at myself in ways I don’t know. I never meet my parents’ expectation and I almost failed. From then on I promise to myself not to disappoint them in my following years and I do hope I’ll keep that promise as long as I can. I’ll do anything just for them. After I made that promise I hope that they’ll be very much proud of me.

Love Poems

Love Is ...

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

LOVE DEFINED…

What is love, but an emotion,
So strong and so pure,
That nurtured and shared with another
All tests it will endure?

What is love, but a force
To bring the mighty low,
With the strength to shame the mountains
And halt time’s ceaseless flow?

What is love, but a triumph,
A glorious goal attained,
The union of two souls, two hearts
A bond the angels have ordained?

What is love, but a champion,
To cast the tyrant from his throne,
And raise the flag of truth and peace,
And fear of death o’erthrow?

What is love, but a beacon,
To guide the wayward heart,
A blazing light upon the shoals
That dash cherished dreams apart?

And what is love, but forever,
Eternal and sincere,
A flame that through wax and wane
Will outlive life’s brief years?

So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops,
In all places high and low,
That love for you is my reason to be,
And will never break or bow.

Hei Se Hui Mei Mei

Bang Bang Tang (Lollipop)

Lollipop is a Taiwanese Mandopop boyband signed under EMI Music, Taiwan. The group consists of six members, all chosen from Channel [V] Taiwan's show 模范棒棒堂 (Bang Bang Tang, or BBT), a show which sought to create new male artists in the entertainment business of Taiwan. In addition to appearing in Bang Bang Tang regularly, they host the show Lollipop! Gyashan (LOLLIPOP! 哪裡怕) of Channel [V].

Owodog

Stage Name: Chinese: 敖犬; pinyin: Áo Quǎn
Real Name: Chinese: 莊濠全; pinyin: Zhuāng Háo Quán
Height: 177cm
Birthdate: October 30, 1982 (age 25)
Weight: 62kg
Blood type: O(1982-10-30)

Prince

Stage Name: Chinese: 王子; pinyin: Wáng Zǐ
Real Name: Chinese: 邱勝翊; pinyin: Qiū Shèng Yì
Height: 173cm
Birthdate: April 14, 1989 (age 19)
Weight: 53kg
Blood type: O

Lil Jay/Brian

Stage Name: Chinese: 小傑; pinyin: Xiǎo Jié
Real Name: Chinese: 廖俊傑; pinyin: Liào Jùn Jié
Height: 174cm
Birthdate: September 25, 1986 (age 21)
Weight: 60.6kg
Blood type: A(1986-09-25)

Fabien

Stage Name: Chinese: 小煜; pinyin: Xiǎo Yù
Real Name: Chinese: 楊奇煜; pinyin: Yáng Qí Yù
Height: 172cm
Birthdate: July 5, 1985 (age 23)
Weight: 60kg
Blood type: AB(1985-07-05)

William

Stage Name: Chinese: 威廉; pinyin: Wēi Lián
Real Name: Chinese: 廖亦崟; pinyin: Liào Yì Yín
Height: 176cm
Birthdate: October 7, 1985 (age 22)
Weight: 67kg
Blood type: O(1985-10-07)

A-Wei

Stage Name: Chinese: 阿緯; pinyin: Ā Wěi
Real Name: Chinese: 劉俊緯; pinyin: Liú Jùn Wěi
Height: 168cm
Birthdate: October 15, 1985 (age 22)
Weight: 60kg
Blood type: Unknown(1985-10-15)

beautiful indeed! Liu Yi Fei..

Crystal Liu Yi Fei

Chinese name: 刘亦菲 (劉亦菲, 刘茜美子, 劉茜美子)
Nickname: Xixi (茜茜), Baozi (包子)
Height: 170cm
Blood type: B
Profession: Actress, singer and model

Liu Yi Fei Born in Wuhan, Hubei province of China 1987 August 25th, Liu Yifei has shown great artistic talent since young. She began modeling at the age of 8 and was trained in singing, dancing and the piano. Moving to the United States at 10 with her mother, Liu lived there for four years. She returned to China in June 2002 to pursue a modeling and acting career.

She's my favorite Chinese actress. Know why? coz she's very beautiful. A lot of people really admire her! I'm one of them. Yi Fei is not only a pretty face but a very talented lady. She dance, sing, ramp, act and even play musical instruments. She's like an angel for me. Her face, it's very calm, simple and innocent. It's very funny to think that Yi Fei were banned in beauty contests because she always win coz she has beauty and has also the brain! What a versatile lady. She can also speak English fluently but can't use deep English words. Yi Fei has a very nice and cute voice. I really liked her because she's so nice even though she's that famous. And I really admire her face and body features. Liu Yi Fei is indeed one of a kind.

xiao yu ang wang zi of bang bang tang! aren't they cute??

I don't want to hate...

I can't understand why some people are plastic. I really hate that!.. Like what I've experienced. At first they make friends with you but then suddenly, they're starting to ignore you. What an attitude.. I can't take those kind of attitude! They only greet you when you greet them first. But if you don't then it'll end up ignoring you. No one likes that! Sometimes I just want to ignore or pretend that I didn't see them. But I can't. I'm afraid of what they will say about me ignoring them and not greeting them. I didn't expect some of them were troublesome, bad tempered, and uneasy. I don't know how to deal with those persons. There are times I don't like them. I'm trying to avoid them as long as I can. I'm nice if they're nice also but when they didn't treat me well, I won't be that angel. I'm sorry but if they can't deal with me as a FRIEND then it's up to them.

I'm happy to have you!

In my life, I've experienced engaging in a relationship with someone I thought I really love. It's such a nice feeling when you're in love. A feeling I though it wouldn't end. But then I'm wrong. He cheated on me. It made me feel stupid. I was hurt that time. I was fooled by his lies and promises. It only proves that were not meant for each other.but then a person came, and build me up. He is the light in my dark and lonely world. A person who really knows how a love should be. A unique person indeed. When I'm with him, I always feel safe, feel loved. Being with his side is worthwhile and a moment to keep. He changed my life, came unexpectedly and loved me the way no one could do. He's an angel for me. Always there to support and care for me. He doesn't know that he's my inspiration in everything that I do. All I want is for him to be proud of me in every achievements that I succeed. Now that I have him, I don't want to lose these person because it will hurt me so bad. No matter what happens, he will be mine and I will be his. Letting go of a person you really love is a big mistake of your life. You should fight for your love. Unless that person don't love you anymore. You have no choice but to let go and fell the pain. A pain that makes your heart bleed continuously. It hurts but we have to accept and moved on. I won't let that happen to me or to him. We'll always stay strong and face the trials in life. They say "Promises are meant to be broken", and I believe in that cause I've already experienced it a lot of times. I only believe in a promise if he said it. Know why? He doesn't make promises he know he can't do. He seldom make a promise to me. That's the reason why I only believe in him. All I can say is I'm happy and contented to have Justine in my life. And I hope he is too with me. Thank You for coming to my life!

what is really love?

Do you really know what love is? Is it that feeling of being safe with someone you love? or a feeling that you want to own someone just because he/she have the looks?.
Loving someone is such a nice feeling especially when you're being loved back with that special person. It's like you don't want the time to passed by when your together. But loving someone isn't always happiness, it's also sadness and loneliness. There are times that you quarrel and misunderstood each other. Most often, those actions were just normal for those who were in a relationship. Am i right? In love, you can be hurt by someone you really love. But is it right to take revenge? I don't think so. Maybe you might think of doing that. Before doing that, be ready for the consequences that you might take. Most likely, it will hurt you more than the pain that you've experienced with the one you really love. Now, what would you choose? You'll be hurt only once or accept twice the hurt unexpectedly?. In a relationship, chances are also involved. If your partner commits mistake, give chance. Second chances are accepted. How about third? fourth? is it still acceptable?. No it's not. You can't trust anymore with someone who commits a lot of mistakes without learning from it. Each one of us have to learn from our mistakes and not committing it back. Obsession is not love. Being obsess with someone you really like is not right. You only let that person to be afraid of you. Obsession is a feeling of getting someone you really like eagerly.
In love, you might be hurt but learn from it not to happen again.