I'm confused

I don't like this feeling. Why does it keep on repeating? Do I really deserve it? I'm very confused right now. I don't know what to do and how to feel. I wish it'll vanished cause I don't want this to grow into something that I'll regret. I know for myself that if this would happen, I'll take the consequences. Surely it will hurt me. Not only me but the persons involve in this. I wish I was numb. What is the right thing to do? I know this is wrong but I can't control it. It was accidental. I didn't expect this to happen. But I'll do my best to forget and control this feeling because I know it's impossible. I made a sin. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. ='(

Bomber Man Game (2 Players)

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Food Serving Game

Hot Dog Bush



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Sad Quotes

"How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to."

"Why does it take a minute to say hello and forever to say goodbye?"

"Being strong sometimes means being able to let go."

"A good-bye is never painful unless you’re never going to say hello again."

"Saying goodbye isn’t the hard part, it’s what we leave behind that’s tough."

"You never leave someone behind, you take a part of them with you and leave a part of yourself behind."

"Why are the words goodbye, I’m sorry and I love you, so easily pronounced, but so hard to say?"

Joseph Addison Quotable Quotes

"A contented mind is the greatest blessing a man can enjoy in this world."

"Books are the legacies that a great genius leaves to mankind, which are delivered down from generation to generation as presents to the posterity of those who are yet unborn. "

"One should take good care not to grow too wise for so great a pleasure of life as laughter. "

"Friendships, in general, are suddenly contracted; and therefore it is no wonder they are easily dissolved. "

I'm doing this for them to be proud of me...

Ever since I started to study, my parents were always there for me. In all that I do, they were just behind my back ready to support and guide. By seeing that, I always do my best in all ways that I can. I want them to be proud of me. It’s an achievement when you see them very happy that I’m doing well in my studies. As time passed by, there are many changes that happen. I maybe doing well at my studies but those was not enough to make them happy. When they prepare for me to be dependent on my studies, I was not that good enough to top them all though I’m doing all that I can. I was disappointed at my self from then on. I never believe in myself that I have a lot of potentials because I’m afraid to fail. That’s my biggest problem, conquering my fear in showing what I can and what I have. I’m afraid of the criticism of other people, of what they will say about me. I’m too affected with that. Being judge by others who barely know you based on actions. I always try to be what they expected me to be, but sometimes I fail. And it pulls me down. I thought to myself that I have to change into a matured and better person. I always try and try until I succeed on it. I may not be on top but at least I belong to a section whose students take their studies seriously. Luckily, I graduated as an honor student in my elementary days. It may not be that much, but it’s an achievement for me because I graduated. It matters most. In my high school days, I did my best to be in the first section and cope with my classmates whose very intelligent and very hard working. This time, I reach my goal for being an honor student in my first year. But then, something happened in my second year in high school, not only me but almost 75% of our class got a grade we never expected to have in our entire life. It was the worst event that happens to my high school life. That time, I was very disappointed in myself. I feel like I was carrying the world at my back. I almost break down and feel so pity at myself in ways I don’t know. I never meet my parents’ expectation and I almost failed. From then on I promise to myself not to disappoint them in my following years and I do hope I’ll keep that promise as long as I can. I’ll do anything just for them. After I made that promise I hope that they’ll be very much proud of me.

Love Poems

Love Is ...

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.